♥♥ As The Day Passes By ♥♥

Date: 29/11/09
Day: Sun

Recently, so much stuff have been happening..
What happened recently was mummy sprain her back..
Seeing her like this really breaks my heart =(
How i wish tt i'll be the one instead, replacing her to suffer this..
I really hope that she'll recover very soon as for the month of Dec.
When i see her in pain, i really feel so helpless..
I really wanna do smth to ease her pain..

It'll be a very busy month for us as well as the Tan Family..
The entire weekend for the mth of Dec is all filled with plans..
Week 1: Chalet @ Aloha Loyang from 4-6 Dec
Week 2: Addy's hm shifting
Week 3: Kbox Session (In planning)
Week 4: X'mas gathering

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Been talking to you quite often for the past few days..
The stuff tt you says to me really very sweet and touching..
But at this point of time, i'm going thru confusion..
Really dunno if its the right thing to do..
I know tt you keep assuring me over and over again..
But i'm scare of getting hurt once again..
Well.. Of course I've hope tt everything will be ok..
I'm very touched with all the care and concern that you've shown me.
Never in my life have i encounter someone who'll care so much bout me other than my own family..
You are the first person to do so..
You do deserve someone that is good..
I'm scare that i might not be gd enough for u at all..
Bcoz you really deserve a gal that's good..

~sigh..
Who would be able to tell me what shd be done??
Scare to fall into another endless pit again..
I really dun wanna be hurt again..
Would you be able to pull me out from the past and bring back the old "ME" again??

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