Deeply hurt..

Frankly speaking, I'm really quite lost on what to say..
When i read his blog, this sentence keeps replaying over & over again in my mind:
" so tmr maybe e last time ii mit up wif her and even contact her le" (quoted frm him)
My tears just flow down my face uncontrollably..

Its totall like: WAT..???!!!??
How can you just easily say such things..
No matter wat happen in the past, I didnt even thought of saying such a thing at all and yet now u wanna erase everything off just like this..
Why r u making a mountain out of a mole hole??

I heard smth from a gd fren of mine & it truly hurt me till very deeply..
As she was telling me bout it, my tears are dropping..
She told me not to cry over someone who dun cherish u n wanna leave~.

Do u know how it felt when you said tt out??
Have you thought of my feelings when you said tt??
*sigh..
Didnt know what we've done and gone thru can so easily be erased off..
Is our friendship really so weak??

Before you said tt out, have you thought about these at all:
~ At the point of time when you were depressed, who's the one who is always there for u??
~ Who's the one who stand by you the whole time, making sure tt you wont get upset or depressed anymore??
~ Who's the one who lend u a listening ear when you're upset at tt time??
~ Who you were with for tt 2 weeks, keeping you accompany and dragging you out from the EMO world..??
~ Who makes you NOT EMO now anymore??

Damn it..
Is it tt watever I've done seems so worthless till you can jux throw or erase it off..!!???

I dont care whatever other people say or try to add Oil to flame..

The matter is just between YOU & ME..!!

Can you really erase everything off just like tt??